Hey baby I miss you so much....I talked to your mommy the other day. She misses you a lot....I worry about her. But she's a strong woman...of course she is, you're her son. She had to be strong to put up with your ass. lol jk jk babe you know I'm playin....
Ya know Jason...it hasn't hit me yet. You aren't really gone yet. You're here with me....you told me long before you died that you would always stay with me. You told me all I had to do was think to find you...and sweety I haven't stopped thinking about you.
Today is two years. Its hard for real....I shit you not this is the hardest thing I have ever gone through in my life. You pulled me out so many times...I bet you never thought that you'd cause the roughest part of my life. But you know what? Its okay. It's just because I love you so much. And I know you love me. So....Happy Anniversary sweety.
Know what I miss the most right now? The way you used to say, "Huuuunnnnn" when you were nagging me about something. I hated when you drank....but right now I'd give anything to have you drunk off your ass. I loved when you got all mushy with me. You're a good guy Jason...no matter how many times I got mad at you...and yelled at you...and said mean things....you did most of the things that pissed me off out of love. And jealousy. So that always made it okay...I'm yours forever and I swear to god that I won't ever let you go.